Anger Burst~

I am actually superb happy that i have finally tender my resignation. My MD got a shocked that I tender unfortunately for that FA she seems like knew already and she said what to do, we have to find one..then its up to you, I wouldn't stay anyway. 

Today, she done lots of work herself, she even called the socso office to asked for the act regarding for uncle's claim coz he actually got his payment already and wanted him to pay back the amount we paid him earlier. She prepared the letter herself and my duty is to complete it that's all. 

Then, she told me that she called Dr Kee (Qpay system) person in charge but he passed away last week. I'm so sad, Dr Kee taught me a lot regarding the system. Although i didn't see him before but throughout the phone he had been guiding me ever since i joined this company. She asked me to look for another supplier and she called herself too. That's good for her too coz she seems so free until yati said she busy walking here and there and even cleaning up her table. 


Lim wanted Bonus breakdown and i said I'll give him once I complete the salary report. And this Teng suddenly came over my place and asked me anything that I wanna hand over. I stared at home and ask him... "why should i handover to YOU??" "Who are you???" " You are not my superior, you are not any HR officer whom position higher than me, YOU are just an Accounts Executive that wants me to handover to you??" Please look at youself, what am i doing that I need to handover to you? if she got no guts to talk to me. Dont ever be someone's superior. Whenever there's a problem, you will come and talk to us. WHO ARE YOU??!!! He asked me back, why are you so angry...this is what she told me, and i am just telling you...All i know is KAKI BODEK!!

He even asked me am i still will use the Digi number? Why? Why? You want it?? That is under my name? or you wanna pay for me?? Then he said, if we have any problem, we will call you...WHY???? AM I LEAVING TOMORROW???? I still have 3 weeks to go, if you so dowanna see me, just pay me I'll Leave!! I thought you guys love to do that. 


I never talk to him that evening. Now i knew why ex-HR just leave like that. She might asked her to handover to Teng also. Any calls from anyone of them, never pick up even her cheques (salary) also collected by her boyfriend. 


Why is she making us so complicated. Making us in a hard working life??
 

Moving Forward...........

   I'm off today. Went for 2nd interview in Meru being interviewed by a Singaporean lady,Ms Wee she is a GHR for that Company. A very nice lady....


   After chit-chatting for a while, she started to talked about the package and asking when can i start working there but of course I need to give a month notice to my current Company. She was asking for the package I'm with now and she actually re-calculate again so that I am being offered a better pay rather than so little. But the pay she offered to me, are just lower a little. I took the offer without much consideration. 

  
     She let me know a Rules where, due to the Company needs to pay the agency for agent fee, so if I worked there less than a year I need to pay the fees as compensate them but of course I would have stay there although i knew it is gonna be a very tough road to walk. Who's never go through the difficult road before you found out it is easy. I took the challenge and I really hope I am able to handle it. 


      Before i left, she told me that she hope to see me when the next trip to this Company because currently the Pretty PA to George, Singapore GM named Pamela, handling the Payroll right now, this is what she told me. 


     I left the Company with a Smile and mum knows i got the job already. I am so happy that I can left the current Company which brings me sadness, whereby the only person I can trust is Yati  and she is my BFFs there. Once i reached home, she was on her msn and I told her that "Good News for me but Bad News for her". Tears dropping from our eyes already. She also said she wanna get a job soon since I'm leaving already. 

     I told W this and he suddenly feel so down and he called me and talked to me. He asked me a very weird question "Is there any guy in the Company"?? I started laughing and I answered which Company got no guys around? and this isn't a lady country~ He started to be so confused and talked as if tomorrow I'm leaving already. I know he wanted to tell me something but he is the one said when we're face to face only he will tell me. But it seems like he is telling a little but yet not everything, he said he is doesn't wanna be so rush and of course wants to understand me. Every girls want a good man where he can give everything he could. Hmm~
   
    Guess what, he realised that he wanna tell me this when he is face to face with me and he stop the conversation already but kept mumbling to himself saying...you're leaving soon, I'm just wanna started to know more about you, now I am unable to see you in office... =.=" I was thinking the policy in the Company where couples are not allowed to work in the Company just because few years ago there's a few couples met up from the Company. Even all the colleagues from this Company like each other but dare not to take action. (LOL) I'm the one telling them, who cares~ you aren't gonna work here for the rest of your life, you can't control your feelings and by the time both of you wanna get married only resign =) such a bad HR..but i guess i done it correctly. What is this rules for since sisters or brothers can work together? Am i right?


    Brother started asking me about the Company and my sis in law asking is there any Union in the Company? I replied yea, and she said it is gonna be so tough. I still think that I am willing to take up the challenge and work independently and happily. =) Moving forward to my career is the way that i want!! Jia YOU!! Gambateh neh!!!!!!!!!!


    

TRUST

    Last weekend, went Bentong, Chin Yew bungalow with friends just to celebrate Pow Chung's birthday. Before Chin Yew reached, I took another RM50 from mum, just in case I did not enough money to spend and the last digit of the 50 ringgit notes is "8838". 4pm only Chin Yew came and pick me up then, fetch Gary & Apple at Gary's house. Den we waited at McD Damansara, since Annie they all don't know the way to his bungalow. 

   We sitting down there and waited for them, then once they reached we started the journey to the house. Reached there around 7pm and we prepare all the things to BBQ. Since, we are all friends the trust is there that is why my purse I did not put inside my backpack and i just left it with all bags and even their handbags is there. 

   After BBQ, all sitting down there watching TV while waiting for the Birthday Boy to come and some played basketball at the court. I think its 11pm around that time, I went to my phone there and checked for my phone to see any message or calls. I just found out the coins from temple is beside my purse and it's my mistakes did not check my money. I just put it back and carry on playing and drinking with them. Sleep at 4 in the morning. 

   When we woke up, Pow Chung and me woke up first and we done the cleaning. At 11am they only woke up and we started to look for breakfast and they said wanna go Genting. But before that, dropby at Kg Sang Lee to buy Durian. 

   It's time to buy the durian back and that time only I found out my money its gone. Its not 20 cents nor RM 20 its almost RM 250! I told Annie to help to check out on them to check out the 50 ringgit notes if they pay money but impossible coz they did some payment in the middle of the journey. But I told her, this is the story between you and me. There goes, she inform Hong Chen, when he told me about that I got a shocked and he asked no one knows about this? And don't scold Annie for informing him... =.=" Arrghh~ 

  I know is friendship but really couldn't trust too much too and I do admit it's my carelessness too. Back to Chin Yew's house in Klang, everyone rested at there and they wanna go dinner but I actually called my brother to pick me up and went home. I am moodless. After dinner, we went home and had durian. Before sleep I was on FB, playing games a while...while mum is chit chatting with me. She said when I am not around she does not know what to do. So do I, when she went for her holidays. I am totally bored. I am so sad, my expenses for the month is gone just like that without doing any shopping~without buying any clothes or heels. sigh~ That night, I burst out in tears and this morning...my eyes swollen arggh...it takes me 45 mins just to done the make-up before go work...

 

I don't know what's the title should be....

I don't know this should be happy or not..."W" said he wanna date with me.....but I just can't imagine that just because knowing him for a year plus and the way he look at girls you just can't feel that you're his type.

He seems like kept asking me out for movie~ hmm...I will just feel like he is playing me, and he so fed up that I kept saying he playing a fool and what if he is serious and I never open my heart to accept it? The thing is I open my heart to anyone, just to him...I really can't imagine that. 

Mum knew about it, and she said before Purple Yii didn't talked to me for almost a year already. Nobody knows what is her problem. We're thinking probably:-

 i) She likes "C" in the beginning when her superior and everyone around teasing he & she, but in the end "C" likes me, "C" said they started to be so close just because I'm close to her and from there he is trying to know me.

ii) K asked me out for drink but I invited PurpleYii together just because we're colleague and we stay nearby, asking each other our for drinks, I do not think there's any problem too right? Few weeks later, I found out that K started to chase her. 

When we when for a drink with Benson and K was there too. I started to be so busybody asking did he get her heart yet? He replied not yet but once I saw he when outing with her family.

There goes Company trip to Bali, Indonesia. Both of them like strangers and do not seems to talk. I sit over K and asked him and he refused to answer me and said they're just friends. Most probably he gave up? Yet, Purple Yii still didn't talked to me. 


iii) W joined the Company last year, most of us considered close colleagues but sooner lack of topics to be chatted and seems like the relationships with each other become so awkward to each other. Before he join in, he became the topic among the girls just because of his look..(He is so good looking)... =.=" 

Even until now, both of them still can chat and laugh all the way but not to us. I don't even know what is her problem..in one same Company can didn't talk to each other, even "Hi", is it so hard? OR is she trying to behave childish? No idea.

Now, W said he wanna date me and I don't think it's true.  Lets say if its true. She will just gonna hate me more..am i right? 


What should I do...? =.="  Don't wanna care...Gonna watch football this morning at 2.30am GERMANY Vs SPAIN!!! GO GO GERMANY!!!